My heart is full this evening as I prepare this blog. I sit here sharing a king bed with my wife and Jared. Poor Jared is snoring loudly and I must apologize for getting personal, but it is a bit heartbreaking considering the news from the CT/PET images. We were informed that the tumor has in fact spread very rapidly into the area just behind the throat all the way down the neck to the C5 vertebrae. Images also revealed that it has recurred in its original location, as well as others in the skull base. What a daunting beast he is dealing with. He somehow remains quiet through most of it. He complains of pain periodically from the surgeries as well as a headache, but overall he just doesn't say much. Oh, what a sweet child, and to have to watch all of this is heartbreaking, but I know there are greater purposes in everything we experience in life.
When Jared was originally diagnosed he was also diagnosed with Tuberous Sclerosis Complex (TSC). This has gone unnoticed throughout the years, and upon being diagnosed, we were told that since he showed no symptoms from this disease it was irrelevant at the moment. The chordoma was first and foremost in this battle and must be dealt with immediately. Following effective chordoma treatments we would deal with the TSC, well, so we thought. It just so happens that Massachusetts General Hospital is home to one of the leading TSC doctors in the world.
Originally, it was planned to treat Jared with chemotherapy drugs that, quite frequently, have shown no effect on chordoma tumors. We were informed that due to the aggressive nature of the tumor we could have a chance, as a handful of other children had shown some response. We were nervous, but hopeful that Jared might be included in that group. It was not until the oncologist became aware that he had TSC that a second option became available.
A third physician was introduced into the picture. This third physician is the world renowned TSC doctor who believes there is a very strong correlation between TSC and chordomas. She believes that TSC tumors and chordomas show metabolic similarities in the mTOR pathway. This is a pathway that apparently regulates cell proliferation. This pathway becomes deregulated in TSC and will present a risk for benign tumors to develop throughout the body. A drug call Rapamycin has been used and has been proven effective at shutting down this pathway and thereby inhibiting and decreasing the growth and size of the existing tumor. She suggested we try a daily dose of Rapamycin on Jared and strongly believes that we might be able to see some of the same results.
Jared took his first dose of Rapamycin last night. We will observe him very closely while he is taking this to make sure he is not growing worse. If his condition does not improve and his symptoms increase, everything is in place to begin chemotherapy immediately. We are excited for the prospects of decreasing the tumor size with a drug that has proven to have far fewer side effects. We are very anxious to see some improvement and be on the cutting edge of chordoma science. What a great thing this could be for others?
Friday, August 7, 2009
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What a miracle that you are in Boston where this could be discovered. Hard, humbling, aggravating, sad, amazing stuff you are all going through. Our prayers and thoughts remain with you all and we are always available for a talk if you want. We love you!
ReplyDeleteHeidi, Phil, and Eden
Thank you for taking time to post what is happening. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. We hope you will continue to take time when possible to enjoy life together while going through this difficult and scary time. The museum sounded fun. Enjoy your little ones, even when the snoring keeps you up:) Our little ones say the sweetest prayers in your behalf! Thank you for your great examples of faith and strength. Your journey continues to amaze us! Love, Nicki Ellis and Family
ReplyDeleteDaryl, The Texas Vances are praying for you. We love you guys and can't wait to hear how the treatments are going. Oh, and if you need some help with the snoring, get some sweet multicolored earplugs at the local industrial store. We love you all!
ReplyDeleteThank you guys for posting your progress even at such a tense and worrisome time. We are so hopeful to hear of the new changes happening in Boston. Keeping you always in our prayers and thoughts. We love you all so much!
ReplyDeleteJaime, I'm so sorry that you have to go through all of this! I just recently heard of this from Christine and want to tell you that I'm praying for you and your little boy! I'm so hopeful that this new drug will work for him and that you will see improvements... take care!
ReplyDeleteDearest Andrew, Spencer & Jared,
ReplyDeleteIt blows my mind to try and consider how many prayers are said in behalf of all of you. Many formal prayers in Temples, Chapels and elsewhere and on both sides of the veil are uttered each day.
Other small voices, some just learning to talk may say:"Please bless the food and also bless Jared, his Mommy and Daddy." The prayers are especially about Jared; yet, they are also on behalf of the Medical experts and their staff members and the nursing staff, etc. who are trying to assist Jared.
I consider how many pure little souls-- not only my grandchildren, but hundreds of other children who pray in full faith and love that Heavenly Father "will please bless Jared"
Countless souls on the other side of the Veil, no doubt, add their faithful prayers to the Lord for Jared and his friends and his family. Many, many folks are praying a prayer "that Heavenly Father's will be done! " or as I often say: "....and please bless the children in all the whole world." Children are so precious on both sides of the veil. Noble and sacred relationships between families, regardless of stage, is the "work and glory" of the Godhead and their disciples. With the Gospel applied, we can have full confidence that our present, future situations will honor our celestializing relationship.
Upon consideration...... there is an army, indeed a myriad of souls lovinly and full of faith petioning the Godhead for relief. Be of good comfort, the most loving and powerful beings of the Universe are dealing with this situation and will bring comfort, understanding and success for Jared and for us all if we have faith like Jared, even as a little child.
How awesome, to be loved by a Heavenly Father and an Elder Brother who fully understand what mortaity is at and how our sweet relationships can be made richer here and hereafter.
I have been printing these posts for Sis England and she wants you to know how much she is thinking and praying for you. She asks every time I see her if there is any more news about Jared. Take care, we all love you. -Jennefer Dorrance
ReplyDeleteJared; We love you and miss you in Primary.
ReplyDeleteWe look forward to you getting better and joining us in Primary soon. I know that it is not fun feeling sick all the time; just know that Heavenly Father loves you and he will help you. I am so glad that I got to be your teacher and now your Primary President. You have always been such a good,sweet boy. I hope to see you soon and feeling alot better. Hugs and Kisses.
Hey Jared!
ReplyDelete"The Slades" say: "We love you!"
We pray for you and hope for you!